Day 1

Visiting my dad in Tartu. His lifelong companion´s son is kind of seriously freaking me out. I really don´t want to be here anymore. He´s gay and make-up artist and he thinks differently, and he touches very much and talking about kissing and hugging and i´m seriously afraid of him. He´s 22 and SERIOUSLY FREAKING ME OUT! Did i mention that HE IS CREEEPY and i don´t want to be here at all... But my dad keeps telling me that he´s happy that i´m here. I can´t just tell him that i want to go home ´cause i hardly see him and he´s happy. At least he told me that, nevermind that he was drunk and all... Jesus, i suck. I soooooo do not like when some completely stranger is touching me and talking shit like this. It makes me very uncomfortable and i´m gonna cry now.... K. , i wanna come home. At least he aka -creepy gay dude- said that he´s leaving tomorrow and don´t know when he´s coming back. But if i ignore that dude, then it´s really nice and all.